I'm me

hey! i just finished national examination. a little bit disappointed that the quality of "LJK" is very bad. and i hated myself when i couldnt answer the questions well:-( i hv tried my best, but still got the matters. i just can pray and believe in God for a miracle O:) God knows what's the best for me, God sees my effort. Bismillah..

ok lets forget about something have done and get your life! WHOAAA welcome back holidays! its lovely to see you. i hv waiting for a long time hahaha. emm i think i hv some plans for this month. ups...3 days left for my darling's birthday hehehe i hv prepared it honey dont worry :p 

thinking about future is a must. i wanna be a doctor soon.. that's my desire since i was child. and i wish that God prove it. gaaahh im begging you God please.....huhuhu. i want to make my big family proud of me. make my baby proud of me too. hope you hear my pray.. 

yapyap that's the end of my short story. i just wanna share what i feel tonight (:

happily ever after

hwiiiiiiiiiiing~ come back with me, long time no write..
fyi, my heart was taken by someone and i wish he would be my last
he's simple, funny, unique, and lovely <3 p="p">i never thought that im falling into him cause we never talked before
he is my school friend and i just knew him as his name :/
he always be there when i need him
he is soooooooooooo mature! hhihihi

hear this

the new didnt work at all. i still cant forget the old. ive been trying to accept the new but i cant. i have forced my self too deeply. why did it happen to me?!!! i tried to forget the old when the new was coming. then the new didnt work, i felt uncomfort with him. at last, i cant forget the old. it always happens to me. ALWAYS.
and when i got the old back, i started to love him more.. but what did i get? the old didnt the same like he used to. oh shit... hell u boy. ur mouth is too sweet to believe. for now, this quotes does exist.. "a boy can love their girl from 100-0 and a girl love their boy from 0-100" HAHAHA IT'S SO DAMN TRUE!
ok but actually i really love the old so much. i have sacrificed enough  for him.. i left the new just for the old. i want the old come back.. i put my little wishes in him. :')

this's life

we had known each other. then we chatted. we got the video call. we met up. we got lunch. you picked me up. we spent 6 hours together for the first time. i felt in love with you. you r too sweet. 

we forgot somethin'. we fight. it broke us on that day. really painful. i promise to forget you.

the new one comes. he makes 'the new me'. he's very interesting. i guess, he can replace you. goodluck for me. hope that 'the new' will be better than 'the old' :----)

this's life. 

Thanks

Thank you for coloring my day. Hope we'll meet there someday. Even though it's not possible.

Lemme hug you and I can feel your arms.

Lots of love <3

homework!

i've just got homework from Herr Arli, he has teached Deutsch. he told me to make a house sketch.. and look..!

this's the first floor. is it cool? NO. haha, im just amateur

the second floor! check for number 13.. guess what? it's dance room hahaha. you can dance if u get bored :p

the third floor.... there're swimming pool, clinic, waterfall, sauna and karaoke. you can invite ur friends to come to ur home... and this floor is really comfortable. i swear.

and finally my homework is done \m/

surprised!

OMG! LOOK!! HE MADE THIS PICT FOR ME~~~

\(^o^)/ how a sweet he is...

thanks hun uuu love you too :***

(G: hey, wht r u doing?)

(B: im drawing hun, u?)

(G: oh ya?wow cool :p i cant draw -,- i just online hun)

(B: haha thanks cil, btw pls look at my avtr. quickly!)

(G: huh wait wait)

*speechless... his avtr is this pict*

~lova lova lova lova~